Fear |fi(ə)r| nounFears - everybody has one. These can range from the fear of heights, ghosts, spiders, clowns, lightning and for the majority of us, we fear oblivion.
I fear that there will come a time when I will eventually lose my optimism. I fear that someday a guy will come and take all of that silver lining that I've been holding on to all my life. I fear that someday I will lose hope. I fear that I won't even try. I fear that I will just eventually give up.
I do not, however, fear falling in love. I do not fear the pain that results from love. I do not fear starting over and trying to forget someone just as long as there is someone else meant for me. I know it sounds confusing. I just hope that in the end, after all the emotional scars and mental battles, I end up with someone I love who will love me back and who will stay through it all. I hope the possibility of love is enough to keep me holding on.
Don't worry, I still have hope. I just hope that I'll never lose it. Yes yes, I know I'm still too young (23 at the time that I'm writing this) and I shouldn't be too eager to experience everlasting love but come on, denying yourself of that beautiful lasting feeling is just too painful. I wanna experience it as long as I can, wouldn't you? ❤